Sorry Everyone

Hey all,
Sorry for my burst of anger yesterday. I just know that a certain person was reading my stuff and always had to make stupid comments and talk bad about me. Hopefully she'll get the point.

I vented.

Anyway, I think today I'll start a work in progress I've been planning. A sort of post-apoctalyptic style story. I've mentioned it before; with the disease that infects everyone each person infected takes on a different sort of mutation. Some turn vampire-like, some zombie-like and others, dryad-like. It'll be an interesting story though I dont have a plot just yet. I think I'll take Stephen King's advice from his book "On Writing," and just start it without plot and let the story take me to it. I'll start looking to a title today. For some reason, once I have a title, my writing just shoots onto the page. I love it.

I'm off for a bit.

Your loving blogger,
-SHAZBOK

Letter

This goes out to "you-know-who-you-are,"
if you would focus more on yourself and your family, you would find yourself with more friends and a passion for something worth while. Don't condescend me because you think that I'm not a christian. Who are you to judge? If you knew half of the things I see when I close my eyes, or a fraction of the experiences I've had with God one-on-one, you'd take a step back. Only, I'm not the person to talk big. I know people and I know what the average person can handle when it comes to "knowing" anything so I've kept my mouth shut for the sake of those around me, specifially for the reason that they won't feel strange around me. so they won't look at me funny or judge me.

You are the perfect example of the worldy person; a person who finds joy in mocking others or stepping on their feet when they try to be nice.

You know what, though you've gotten a rise out of me now, I won't be shut down. The worst that can come from this is me coming out into the open with what I deal with almost daily. When that day comes, you'll hold your tongue.

-An angry SHAZBOK.

About Michael Brewer

Okay, so I just read an article about the 15 yr old boy, Michael Brewer, who was set on fire.
This poor guy was doused with rubbing alcohol and set on fire for "telling on" some teens that tried to steal his dad's bike. They tried to steal it because Michael didn't pay $40 to a kid who gave him a video game.

WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE WORLD?!

Good LORD!!!! For forty bucks some morons tried to KILL a 15 yr?! I've never heard of anyone so STUPID!!! You want 40 bucks? All you gotta do it sell your G.I. Joes on Ebay! I hope to God that those kids have the worst time in jail and the LONGEST.

UGH! I am SO angry! It's things like this that make me afraid to put my kids in school.

As for the parents, I can imagine them being the types of people that have no idea what's going on in their kids' lives. TALK TO YOUR KIDS. IF THERE IS ANY SIGN OF ANGER OR FRUSTRATION WITH ANYTHING, TALK IT OUT. HELP THEM.

Some people pay no attention and I'm over here threatening to tear off my daughter's bedroom door if I find her having sex before marriage or drinking or smoking.

What is going ON?! I'm thoroughly pissed off. Forgive the choice of words.

Michael and the Brewer family,
my sympathies go out to you. No one deserves to deal with that. I hope those kids get what's coming to them. Michael, be strong! God bless you guys.

-SHAZBOK